But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.

I need patient,  God says ” seek me first, and it shall me given to you”

I need a bass guitar, Gods says  ” seek me first, and it shall me given to you”

I need to be more wise in words,  God says ” seek me first, and it shall me given to you”

The Sanguine / Phlegmatic

The sanguine-phlegmatic is an extraverted, optimistic, warm individual who readily connects with others and is well-liked by all. His sanguine side makes him creative, enthusiastic, friendly, and inspiring. His phlegmatic side makes him somewhat cautious at times, and also highly sensitive to other people’s moods, emotions, likes and dislikes. He keenly desires harmony in relationships. He tends to overextend himself in order to meet others’ needs and to personalize any negative criticism (If the boss says, “We are not meeting our quotas,” the sanguine-phlegmatic thinks, “Is he angry at me?” If her best friend says, “I really can’t wear red lipstick,” the sanguine-phlegmatic will think, “She’s trying to tell me that my lipstick looks terrible!”). After all, the sanguine-phlegmatic has a double-dose of feeling; twice-blessed by the tendency to prioritize relationships and harmony. If you are a sanguine-phlegmatic, most everyone likes you! You are easy-going, creative, fun-loving, enthusiastic, imaginative, caring, generous, flexible, and spontaneous. You are probably considered “emotional” because of your easily aroused feelings, your attentiveness to relationships, and your ten.  Your weaknesses are superficiality, indecisiveness, disorganization, and procrastination. Often you find it difficult to know exactly how to state what you mean, or how to express yourself logically; this contributes to a tendency to talk more than is needed or to provide more detail than is necessary. In a relationship, you will likely gravitate toward a logical, organized, strong-willed and decisive partner—someone who makes decisions quickly and provides strong moral certitude and structure to your life. You can be easily influenced (which is exacerbated by your tendency to ask others for advice — without thinking it through) and to do what seems “kind” before considering whether it is objectively right. Many sanguine-phlegmatics are drawn to teaching (and parenting), the helping professions, and volunteer works for the Church or for the welfare of society. You place a high priority on your personal search for meaning and self-identity. The strong need to discover your “true self” will be met by a rich prayer life and a personal relationship with Christ. Your weaknesses probably tend to bother you more than anyone else. For example, you may find yourself blurting out something without thinking, or spending too much time seeking advice only to find yourself more confused than you started, or oversleeping every day this week — despite all the best of intentions. You may find yourself becoming overcommitted because you simply can’t say “no” and have a strong need to be liked/please people. A typical sanguine-phlegmatic trick is to spend too much money shopping or (better yet) dining out with friends, and then to put off balancing the checkbook (too much work, too many other distractions) until it is hopelessly behind. Now you are overwhelmed with everything that has piled up! You may complain half-heartedly, blame circumstances, or go shopping. . . but you may not really make a concerted effort to change.

 Yes, I found myself with this irritating weakness.

I blurt things out of my mouth without going through the brains!

Lord, I need wisdom on Speech! Many people had misundestanding about my personality becos I blurted words out without thinking.
Words can killed a man..

And I just realised that Guys,

really really really enjoyed EATING.

Perhaps we are under puberty

Anyways, I enjoyed eating. The best tactic towards guys contacts is to bring them go makan then share your life or word with them. I did that with my sheeps in Youth group and is successful. = p  Right, Su Quan? Hehe… =)

a word-centred band.

but I prophesize to these dry bones,

come Alive! What’s once dead, shall be alive in Christ.

 Ezekiel 37: 4 – 8

4 Then he said to me, “Prophesy to these bones and say to them, ‘Dry bones, hear the word of the LORD! 5 This is what the Sovereign LORD says to these bones: I will make breath ^[a] enter you, and you will come to life. 6 I will attach tendons to you and make flesh come upon you and cover you with skin; I will put breath in you, and you will come to life. Then you will know that I am the LORD.’ “

 7 So I prophesied as I was commanded. And as I was prophesying, there was a noise, a rattling sound, and the bones came together, bone to bone. 8 I looked, and tendons and flesh appeared on them and skin covered them, but there was no breath in them.

 Right here, I still want to express me apologies to my people around me, who might feel hatred towards me all of a sudden or grieve because of my foolishness.

 And also, I wan to express my thanks to yuhui from Singapore poly ministry.

She scolded me on the msn at 1am in the morning, and what she said was very true, and God really use her to get me back on the track again.  She also encouraged me to move on, and that fully sealed my reconcilation with God. I’m still think back upon my actions and I condemn myself to the most fooliest man on Earth.

I must admit that, recently, as I decided to move onto Music, which God has called forth me to do. I started to listen to anti-christ bands, like Slipknot, Underoath. I want to experience for myself, what is different between a Praise and Worship and Satanic death metals. And now,  I finally understand. That’s explain why on Wednesday, I suddenly lost control of myself and do foolish things and said foolish words. My mind was corrupted by Satan’s song. Now, that I have gotten back things right with God, I deleted all those mp3 tracks from the computer, Never will I ever touched things that of Satan again.

The demonic spiritual warfare. I have experienced, however God delivered me. I thank God  for amazing grace, that I am able to continue to grow in the Lord.  I really make up my decision to grow, in terms of determination, focusing on God, and speech and words. I called Joel at 2300hrs, and I asked him this qn, ” will you continue to help me overcome this? I don’t know what I’m doing the other day.” I full of tears when he said, Yes.  God is graceful. My shepherd is graceful. I must have bite him so terribly the other day.

 To God;

Lord, will you continue to Grow me?

I’ m lost , and now I’m found.

I’m clueless abt everything.

Will you let me hold your hand, and guide me along?

step by step

little by little

Use me once again, for your kingdom,

my will is stronger now.

I surrender

Junwei

 I’ll be posting more info here. stay tune.